this entry is dedicated to my dearest grandma:

 

sorry!!!

对不起.孙子不孝, 让您挂心了.

i know you're wacthing down on me, and i know you will always do!

 

i want you to know that i can't do anything without you.

i can't eat, can't sleep, can't do anything right.

i wish,

i have so many wishes... i hope they can come true, but at the same time i know they won't.

i wish i had the choice, i wish i could've be there, i wish i can see you one last time, i wish you can stay for longer, forever.

 

now you're gone, i realized how much i need you, how much i love you.

but i'll always pray for you.

you will always in my heart and i'll see you in my dreams.

 

                                                                                                                     ~不孝的孙子,耀~

 

Feelings... 我现在已不知道该怎样去feel... 迷惘ING...

活着是一种说不出来的痛苦...